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I'm still alive

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 5:19 PM
  • Mood: Steaming
  • Listening to: Don't Stand so Close to Me- The Police
  • Reading: Brave New World and some other stuff
  • Watching: Dexter (FUCK YEAH)
  • Eating: Rollos (my stomach hates me for it though)
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max FTW
For the most part anyway. The next part to Mirrors is coming along, bit by little bit. I've been busy as hell lately with school, figuring out college, and trying to get a job. It's pretty stressful. Once the weekend hits all I want to do is hang out with some friends and just chill out to keep my head screwed on right. Writing Mirrors is just adding on a little bit too much, I'm going to try and focus on short stories for a little bit then come back to it later. Right now I just need to blow off some steam before my brain explodes all over the place.

Um, yeah...

Mon Aug 31, 2009, 11:13 PM
  • Mood: Screwed
  • Listening to: Hi and Lo - Cherry Poppin' Daddies
  • Reading: Welcome to the N.H.K.
  • Playing: Sonic the Hedgehog (sega genesis version)
  • Drinking: nothing, it's like 12 in the morning P:
So school starts on Wednesday. Tomorrow-ish... I'm not too happy about it, it'll get me out of the house more but it only reminds me that life is approaching and I need to get a job so I can get ready to leave. I want out of my house as soon as fucking possible but unless I get a good job that won't happen for a while.

Suddenly realizing that I need to start preparing for life after school has sent me into a few breakdowns. It hasn't been fun, but I'm getting through it for the most part :P Once school gets going I think I'll be fine since it'll get me used to dealing with people again.

I have been working on Mirrors on and off, I'm trying to edit them better. I'm tired of finding a shitload of typos and sentences that could have been worded better after I post them. BUT, we are getting somewhere in the story finally! There is hope in the world!(kinda...) The story should be done in the next few parts, I don't see it going too much longer :P

And we're back P:

Mon Aug 17, 2009, 2:10 PM
  • Mood: Alienated
  • Listening to: Fscene8- The Medic Droid
  • Reading: Welcome to the N.H.K.
  • Playing: Sonic the Hedgehog (sega genesis version)
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max
I got back home last night and slept in my bed for the first time in a week. Sounds a lot better than it was. I had such a fun week. Now home seems really boring and I'm crawling up the walls for something to do (aside from cleaning my room).

Anyway, so I went camping which was alright since I had a friend with me. We had to share a tiny tent which wasn't very comfortable and got really hot in the morning. I got back on Thursday and found out a friend of mine just got back from Oaxaca. So I got to see her and everyone else. They invited me to go to Warped tour, which was pretty cool. The line up was kinda sucky but we had fun. I probably shouldn't have worn a skirt though. I wore one because I knew it was going to be hot, but I haven't worn one in so long I couldn't remember how to walk and sit in one. Then one of my friends picked me up and swung me around, panty shotting anyone who happened to be watching :P

But, now I'm back and will be working on stuff since I can get an internet connection here. The new part to Mirrors should be up within the next couple of weeks. If not then you'll probably be seeing some short stories or something.

Gonna be busy P:

Thu Aug 6, 2009, 8:49 PM
  • Mood: Humor
  • Listening to: Are There Giants Too, In The Dance? - Meg&Dia
  • Reading: Welcome to the N.H.K.
  • Playing: Sonic the Hedgehog (sega genesis version)
I'm probably not going to be at the computer very much until close to next weekend. This weekend I'm helping a friend with her birthday party thing and then it's off to camping with family and another friend. Should be fun, at least the birthday party will be nice. Tomorrow I'm probably going to spend most of the day cooking (this is going by past experiences like helping with holiday and general get-together cooking). We usually get pretty stupid from the heat so I think we'll have fun. Especially with the thing you use to fill pastries and decorate cakes, I don't know what it's called.

Camping, we'll see. Should be better since I'll have someone I don't live with there. If I'm lucky none of my step-mom's friends will be there. Whenever they get together I usually fight with myself over whether or not I should just take mom's truck and go back home. They're the kind of people that believe just about everything on TV. It's terrible. They come in and I can feel my brain beginning to liquefy.

So, yeah, I won't be back until Wednesday. After that it's back to Mirrors and worrying about school starting.

Finally

Sun Aug 2, 2009, 7:48 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Topeka - Ludo
  • Reading: Welcome to the N.H.K.
  • Playing: Sonic the Hedgehog (sega genesis version)
I got the new part to Mirrors up. The next part is on it's way to being finished so don't worry.

Tomorrow I get to go look for jobs and a cheap birthday present for a friend of mine. It's probably going to be hot though, which kinda sucks. The weather has been INSANE lately. We've broke 100 degrees(Fahrenheit)a couple times now and it's just not ok with me. Luckily we have air conditioning so until I'm forced outside it doesn't bug me too much. :P

But, yeah, my body has been trying to kill me over the past three weeks. First I had this nasty cold, and as soon as that clears up BAM! One of my wisdom teeth tries breaking through the gum and makes the left side of my face swell up and throb. I couldn't even eat oatmeal. I was not happy. The dentist gave me some medicine for it and some vicodin for the pain. A lot of vicodin, she gave me like 20 and I only took like one a day for the first three days so I could eat. It wasn't cool, I hated being on it, I couldn't talk well. I had what I wanted to say in my head, but on it's way out something terrible happened and I'd get words mixed up or forget them. It was annoying. And once that clears up I start cramping up and yeah...no need for details on that one.

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